I am the only one to blame for this. Some how it alwasy ends up the same.
Soring on the wings of selfish pride, I flew too high and like Icharus, I collide with a world I’ve tried to hard to leave behind. To rid myself of all but love, to give and die.
To turn away and not become another nail to pierce the skin of one who loved more deeply than the oceans, more abundant than the tears of a world embracing every heartache.
Can I be the one to sacrifice, or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow
…Broken on my knees
All said and done I stand alone amongst remains of a life I should not own. It takes all I am to believe in the mercy that covers me.
Did You really have to die for me? All I am for all you are because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart.
I look beyong the empty cross, forgetting what my life has cost. Wipe away the crimson stains and dull the nails that still remain. More and more I need you now, I owe you more each passing hour. Battle between grace and pride, I gave not so long ago. So steal my heart and take the pain, wash my feet and cleanes my pride, take the selfish, take the weak and all the things I can not hide. Take my beauty, take my tears, the sin-soaked heart and make it Yours.
Serve the ones that I despise, Speak the words I can’t deny, watch the world I use to love fall to dust and thrown away.
Take my world apart.