Ya know how when you start a new job you have that anxious feeling because you don’t know where things are or how people are going to respond to you or how to use certain software? I feel that everyday. I’m never anywhere long enough to get up to speed so that I feel comfortable. Forget comfortable. I just want to feel competent. I mean, how many ways can there be to answer a phone!?
Today, I asked a lady in the office for a password for a certain program. She told me she just didn’t have time to answer all of my questions. One question. I cried. Discretely, but cried none the less.
I promise I’m not an idiot.